Well, I finished the lay pastor class and in December was commissioned as a Methodist Lay Pastor. Classes were good and it was a great experience. And the mission stops there for now. I am praying and searching but not sure what the next move is.
I will tell you that "church" is still challenging and while I thought I was getting it, I am not. I feel over the last few months that I have let my spiritual efforts be about church and in doing so have lost my spiritual focus. It seems to be in the way, not showing the way. This is what I have always believed about church - it just kinda gets in the way. And while I have meet wonderful people I haven't found anything that has helped deepen my relationship with God. So I am still searching for what I have never seen but still hope exists... A church for me.
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